Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Never thought to see your facE again, suddenly you shown up in front of me, really shocked me!!
It shown that how much I am missing you!

But, I only able to say hello then you left! Sounds pathetics!!!

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Seriously, should I do that? I'm not that kind of person last time!!
Since when I have changed that much?

Do I really have to choose another road?
Out of idea!!!! D@mn!!!!

I think I'm a bit over do it already!!

MAybe I can just stick to it and no more returning BACK !!!

Undeniable, the one I am missing all the time is still u, or I should say the one I love is still you!
I can always find u in my heart!!

Love is painful thing, but sometime love brings happiness!

I think I still treating u as a kid, because there is no way I can tell u are mature!!

Friday, July 15, 2011


Offday, but ended up staying at home slp.
Good also la, go out also got nothing to do as well!!

Last night SMSing with u make me recall a lot of thing about you.
But now is just not the time for all those thing yet!

Stress changes me a lot, again, is the one that i never expected!!

Anyway, let me finish my offday first....

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Human learn and grow up from mistake they made, is nothing to be shame of as long as we understand it well.

last time i can not even take my mistake as a mistake, but good thing is, now i can due to one reason, i gave up most of my past already.

I do not even have the time to think back the thing i did but I am trying to do something different instead.

If everyone use the excuse that experience is everything, then the world would never change, ever!! level

To make ourselves move to the next, do something other people never do..

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

The person that i expected to be few years ago, now totally in opposite direction:

I have became someone that i myself also cannot recognize.

My thinking, my mind, my soul, is just not me anymore.

Now i am really wondering is it the good beginning or vice verse.

Same old story, i still cannot find my point yet, maybe really need to wait until everything is too late then i can understand.......

Quite miss my old friends now, but got no way to contact them due to long distance.

How realistic have i became?
What is friends meant to me now?
For whole of my life, i never meet a really so called "true friend" and i do not think i want to know what is "true friend" as well.

For me, friend is just a tool, it depends on how you want to use anyway!!
When 2 person or more meet at same place and same time, they are friends. When one or more change or move to other place, they will find a new group or so called "friend" there. Pretty true huh?

Maybe that is called "LIFE" which nobody can avoid.