Wednesday, August 19, 2009


Is been sometimes since last posting on my blog,
Not because I'm busy, but just simply lazy.

My holiday just lasted for 3 days, a very very short holiday!
But now, at here(Terengganu) i still having my holiday, just meaningless!!!!!!!

Well, there were nothing much things that I have done during the 3 days holiday!
Actually, that holiday was mainly for my brother convocation@Unimas.

Sadly, i do not have the photos of it, i just got the photo of my friends convocation.
HOW BAD...............

During my holiday, i went shopping alone, because all of my friends busy with their own stuffs.
Sometimes shopping alone also nice what? lol...
Can buy whatever you likes, you wants ..... no ppl will give you comment.

I also have watched a movie with my internship colleagues, G.I Joe! midnight show!
That movie was not bad, but just d@MN sucks! the fighting scenes are still acceptable, just not too real, look like fake one.. LOL! I wonder why a lot of people like it sooooo much! =="

Hanging out with friends, talking nonsense, that's my favorite, LOL!

Well, after attended some friends convocations, i felt that convocation is not FUN at all.
Maybe is because i do not have any special feeling on it, convo or not, are the same for me!

I knew why many people like to convo, because it is the end of University's life! except if you wan to further to master degree.
Their hard-works, their efforts, and they put everything just to graduate with so called "FLYING COLOR RESULT"
Well, is not all of the university students are like that, but mostly i think...

I am different, i never put any effort, hard-work, or anything for my result!!
For most of the time, i just simply answer the exam questions with no high expectation to get "A"
maybe is because i really do not know why I AM HERE?

Sometimes, i will try study a bit, just to win the others, defeat the one that i hate, dislike!

ERm, just forget that! LOL!

That's all!!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Learning to give up....

I knew i have been said these words "GIVE UP" so many times!
But, until now i still failed to do so, what the heck?

If we act with our heart, we die..
but, it is too hard to control the heart!

Sometimes i really wondering, until when i can really grow up?
Is it the time matter? Age? not enough experiences?

not really, sometimes i can think very very well..

After recover from the first ever most SERIOUS sickness i ever had yesterday, i think my mind changed a lot !!

I realized that i really lack of many things, skills, or knowledge.
I dun really know how to take care of myself when I'm sick! d@Mn.

One that cannot take care of himself how to take care of other people?
That's sucks.........
That's why i will my really best to give up on GIRL, for now!!
Of course is not forever... LOL!

K, that's all!


Wow, after 5 days of sickness, finally recovered!

This is the first time i sick for that long, really d@Mn painful......
I think i have taken about 30+ tablets of paracetamols, + some cough liquid, + vitamin C, + vomit medicine... IT REALLY KILLING ME~~

Erm, i think im not fully recovered yet, because still got a bit dizzy and headache, haiz!
Maybe i have to take some more rest and rest and rest, but resting is very sucks, nothing to do, make my brain think here think there, LOL!!!

First first, i thought i got the nowadays famous virus, H1N1 or so called SWINE flu, wow, really scare me! Until now i also not very sure how's the H1N1 looks like, but i got no interest on it, jsut forget it, hahas!

That's all